Memories
Well my Angel, I'm doing my best to give the most beautiful, respectful webpage on the net. You deserve nothing less. I added all of your pics that I found on your Moms camera. Man there was some great ones. I will send the girls, Nancy/ Tanya, your Mom/ Mamaw, and of course keep some for myself... I have to say this or I will burst... You were taken advantage of by some really bad people that abused you so greatly...Lies were told about you before you were even old enough to defend yourself. Then to deal with these older, grown people pushing you to trust them, people that made you need them by using your largest weakness against you above all... your Babies and their needs until they had slipped your personal weakness' right in until they had you right where they wanted you, completely dependant on these "evil predators". I promised you that I would make sure with God's help and strength this is taken care of and the days of your life being in vain would be short lived. You will be remembered for the Beautiful Mother and person that who was truly you.You would be so proud of your Mom... She has worked and worked harder than I have ever seen these last couple of days/week to put puzzle peices together and ya know she really is one smart little cookie. I really don't know what Mamaw would have done these last couple of weeks. They have really leaned on each other and has been beautifully healing for both. I spoke to your cousin Jarod in Colorado... He is great Kace. Any child would be blessed to be an immediate part of his family... I think you would much approve. And the way your Mom is standing up to these officials who are holding Kolbee... Well lets just say she is putting them right back into there place. She has let them know in no uncertain terms will she be kept in the dark or treated with disrespect by this organization withought taking her Grandaughters need of being Home way above them all the way to the capital if needed to make them do there job and put Kolbee back with her family. Pretty cool watching Jerri get some fire back in her eyes, she is definitely on a mission making sure that the babies are resting in well hands, for you. I know these aren't really memories... I just miss talking to you. I always have so much I want to tell you, I will always love, think, miss, and adore you my whole life through. I will aways keep you a part of and alive in my daily life as you always were and will continue to be. One day my little angels will be making memories like we all shared our whole lives. Rest sweetly my Angel, and know that we will always work things out here on this side until we meet again
Hi sweet girl, yesterday was 2 months since you left us to be with the LORD. Sometimes it feels as if its been forever, sometimes its like it was yesterday. I know God gives us peace, heals our broken hearts, I have to trust in that. Right now it seems that the pain grows, because I miss you more everday. I'm listening to I Can Only Imagine, and I'm picturing you dancing, and singing for Jesus! You were so good at both! Oh Kacey, I miss you soo much, I can't even put it in to words. I know that you know how much you were loved now, I only wish you could have when you were here! Baby, you are with me, in every minute of my day, and I love you so much! You were so precious to us all, if only you could have believed that, and loved yourself the way everyone else loved you! Thank you for leaving us the gift your little girls, Payton, Macie and Kolbee. I will love and cherish them, for themselves, but also as the part of them that is you . My little darling, never will a day go by that I don't think of you, love you and hold your memory in my heart. I will thank God for giving you to us, if only for a short time, I love you so, so much! Aunt Rona
Well Baby, I remember one memory that I think all will remember... I think your Mother has finally decided to come home with us... I know that was one of your dreams, for you and your Mom with your babies to come home to your family. I kept thinking all day yesterday that it was the 2 month anniversary since you went home to be with our Father , our earthly Father (your Papaw), as well as your earthly Father Greg. Now that your Mama has decided that coming home was her best option. It is the best thing that she can do for herself and your little angels. Now they will finally have the chance to live, love, be loved and know us as you did. I promised you the last time I saw you while you slept so beautifully, that I would do everything humanly possible to make sure that your Mom, and babies would be OK. I think we are well on our way of making that happen. I know you wanted to be here too, but the Lord had other plans for you. He called you home obviously because he had bigger plans and need for you to be with him, I am becoming OK with that. You were always destined for BIG things and now is your time to start fullfilling these things he had destined for you. You were so worried about your most loved ones, and now those wishes and dreams that you had for them are also being fullfilled. I know you are smiling about how things are coming to pass. As I promised you my angel, we will take care of your hopes and dreams for you, that makes me happy, i know it does you too. I miss you till it makes me siick, but I know things are giong to be Ok. I will LOVE you with all my being as I have always have. I will miss you till my last breath, and will keep you alive in my daily life and memories forever. I think you would be very happy at how things are working out.
Oh Lord my girl.... How often I find myself thinking of you.... I have to share the memory, if you know her, you will understand.... Me and Mike went camping the week before Fathers Day... Great time. While sitting there eating a snack early in the evening before dinner, Michaela and I were having the girly talks that Kacey and every loved woman in her life can so relate to... Michaela and I were also polishing toenails, and out of know where, Michaels sings out the rest of her sentence while using her hand raising it slowly as the pitch of her voice became almost glass shattering piercing. I nearly burst out crying, I wanted to jump up and run around the camp site... all I could do was smile, while screaming inside my head. A happy, delightful, comforting feeling that rushed over me as my own little girl displayed such a strong vivid detail of who you are, were and will always be to me. The voice of and angel that I longed to hear just one more time, I heard it baby, the moment my little princess Chaelas' voice came alive. I pray I can raise my little girl, that she have half of the heart you held in such a tiny little body. I know that you are OK, you are walking with the Lord along with past loved ones. I promise as your babies Aunt, just as I am yours, I will do everything to make sure the girls no exactly who their mommy is, and even get to play with their mommies like spirit. I know Michaela is already so like you. She has such a genuine love for people, so much like you. I want your babies to know someone, to grow up with someone, that had your kind of love and acceptance that you had for all people, so that they can understand truly who you were. You always had to believe the best of everyone. Even to the point it came back and took you from all of us. I do promise to teach and pray that Michaela have the strength to realize she can't fix the world, or love it enough to make everything better. Her love, just like yours, can be so dangerous. Circumstances in life can bring such demons, and some so strong to the point we have to surrender, or we just cant help or save ourselves. I promise baby, somehow all of this is going to work out and be alright. I believe that I will know your babies. Nobody can love someone as I did you and it just end. You left Three beautiful girls on this earth that I will follow to the ends of, to make the thousands of memories we made. I think you would be happy to know that they have a great woman in there life while you, your Mom, and I can't be right now. I truly believe God will help us all make this work for all of your girls, because they are so innocent. Just as you were when all of this tragedy started so many years ago. I don't want there life to end, with never knowing normal life. I know that God has given them many intelligent adults in there life to prevent there lives from ending in the turmoil that yours did. You, THEY, deserve better. I know God has a divine plan for your babies lives, and I take comfort in that, and I know somehow I will take part in assisting God, along with other loved ones, in assuring that they have the chance to live their little lives to the fullest of its potential. Good will come, sometime.
Hi baby girl, your mama is visiting us, like you so wanted. We have remembered so many things in just a few days. I know you are with Jesus, safe and happy, but its so hard that you are not with us. GOD, Kacey, you made such an impact in so many lives. Everyone that knew you, remembers your HUGE heart most of all. It makes my heart sing to see how many people loved you, only GOD knows how hard this is for us all. Precious girl, I want you to know there won't a day go by that you are not loved and remembered, missed beyond words. I will try to think of the good things, but for now the pain is soooo bad. GOD left a part of you, in Payton,Macie and Kolbee, and I for one, will pour my love for you on them forever. It wont be the same, but you are with me every minute of every day, and I will love you and miss you until I you can give me one of your big hugs once again!!!!!! I love you my baby girl!!!! Love Aunt Rona
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