Hi my darling girl, its been awhile since I have written you, not because I dont think of you every day, I've not had a computer. Baby, your mamma is staying with me now, and we are trying to make it through together. I miss you so much I cant put it into words. Its been almost 6 months since you left us, and at times it feels like forever, some days, like it was yesterday you left us. Its still so hard to believe. The only thing that helps my heart is knowing I will see you again. Patrick Swayze died a few days ago, and I told your mom, shes dancing with Patrick in heaven !!! You loved that movie so much! Kacey, I love you so much, and always will, and will miss you until my last breath. I know you are with Jesus, and many people you loved, and I know you are happy and at peace, and that comforts me, but the void left in my heart losing you, will always belong to you. I love and miss you sooo! Till we meet again!!
My dearest Kacey,
There are so many times I think about you. There are so many times I call my little one Kacey instead of Caity. Raising my beautiful little Caity makes me recall you when you were a little girl her age. Its so amazing that you had so much love for everyone and you allowed everyone in our family to call you THEIR baby. Every day I think of another memory. If I put all of them on here, it would shut down the web site, there would be so much information!! Whatever problems you had, you had so much compassion for everyone else...even people you didn't know. I remember all the nights we sat up...not talking about serious stuff, just watching comedy's or Little House on the Prairie and laughing together and talking. We'll never get to do that again....I will never be the same. You filled such a big space for such a little body...I think that is why me and everyone else is having such a hard time healing. When you were here you were such a big presence, and now you are gone, and we don't know how to fill that huge space you left...Caity misses you too...she pretends to talk to you on her play phone. I know I'm rambling, but I'm lost today, and I just wish there were something I could have done to prevent your leaving us....but I know when GOD wants one of HIS children, there's nothing we can do but accept...I'm believing that GOD will send HIS comfort. I miss you baby....more than you ever knew. But now you do know. I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!
Kacey I miss you so much. There is a hole in my heart that I dont know how to heal, and what makes it harder is trying to be strong for everyone else. I just wish I could have more time with you here on earth. I could tell you anything no matter what is was. I just hope you know how much you are loved and missed by all that knew you.
you are a precious angel
love you always
leslie
Ive been having a very hard time this weekend Dear Kacey...I miss you so much...and I cant figure out why every time i see a young woman...she looks just like you...its puzzling....are you trying to tell me something? yes i believe that things like that can happen...but you know this...we talked many times about stuff like this....i told Ricky about it....me seeing YOU in every young woman and even he wonders why....its like you are trying to get in touch with me....oh GOD Kacey...PLEASE DO!!!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!
